Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Lacking Motivation

Here I am, at Lisa's.
No tracing paper (where the fuck is my $10 new roll!??!), no available printer to do the overdue assignment...

At the time, I thought it would be smart to take all 15 units of art classes. After all, I'm almost done with GE, and my schedule would fit perfect, so why not?

Now I know it was a big mistake. I used to slack off in those much needed GE classes when I needed to concentrate on the important ones.
This time, they're ALL important.

I don't have my free-day-friday's anymore either, and working during the week sometimes often makes me lazy even lazier than usual.
I'm not doing so hot in any of my classes.
The reading ones are killing me, even though they are probably the easier ones.
I lack focus, energy, motivation. Can I get that in a bottle?
I'll invest in Red Bull this semester, I suppose.

Grade Prediction
typography: A
drawing: A
300: B
301: B
Rendering: A

makes me feel a little better, but let's see if I can actually pull it off. Those are the best possible outcomes, after all >.>

hey boyfriend, i miss you. =)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

homecooked goodness

After school, Jake and I went grocery shopping so he could cook up his special dish =) MMmm delicious alfredo!
Clumsy me kicked a glass cup (with coke in it!) to the floor and shattered it.

Then in the dark, I dropped the snake bracelet on what I thought was the table but in reality was in... a glass cup. The hell?

We were watching TV, I fell asleep. It was only for a short moment but when I awoke he wasn't there. I kinda panicked. It's a rare feeling...

can't think of a way to end this. lol.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sarah's bday party

After work, I got ready to go to Jake's little (4 yrs old!) cousin's birthday party. We went to Walmart and he got her a Princess fleece throw, and what do you know, it was a Princess party, and she looked adorable in her little princess dress =)

The heat was on during Pictionary. Our team won the first round! Jansen's team was still in first square when we were at the finish square HAHA. Second round was close, but we lost =( and I had to go home, so there was no tie-breaker... = rematch, one day!

I like his family. They're very welcoming and fun and all the good stuff. So far, so good.

Sigh, I got a shit-ton of hw to do. I'm not going out today. Except maybe to the library... if I can't concentrate at home.

Mmmm chocolate chip waffle. Before brushing teeth. Still, gooooood~

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

free monies

$250 from BAF, (contest),
$25 from SteelNavel (complaint lols),
$25 from SteelNavel (prize-drawing winner).

Man those numbers make me happy!
I really shouldn't be online. Still got a ton of hw to do. SIGH. But I'm waiting for the spray glue to dry, reason legit 'nuff?

Sunday, September 6, 2009

i'm welcomed =)

I went out with Jake yesterday night but instead of a regular date we went to his much beloved uncle's place. Originally the plan was for a (3) couples' dinner night, but it turned into a family thing, with aunts & uncles & cousins & a grandma and a dad and a sister and her bf and meee... hehe

Everyone was really cool and nice. I like that they're not awkwardly quiet blahblah. They're fun! They compete in wii bowling, lol. It was a fun night. And an aunt invited me to her daughter's 5th birthday this coming saturday. SHE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE TO, I DON'T UNDERSTAND TAGALOG, SHE COULD'VE SPOKEN IN CODE! I still have to think about what to get her. ^^;

We've only been going out for a couple of weeks, but a lot has happened since, and it feels like we've known each other longer. I'm hoping he's a keeper. Please?

Thursday, September 3, 2009

blood everywhere.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

too much too much

On my 3rd day of school now.

School every day 9AM-3:45 with an hour lunch break between classes. Every day! Monday through friday.

I also had to close at work last night and tonight as well. I don't get home til 1040 or so.

Jake came by to visit at work since school and work eat up my whole day. It was a really special night, I really like him.

Anyway I don't think we'll have much time for each other. He works full time, I go to school full time, work part time... still gotta make time for friends too of course. We'll see how things pan out.

On the subject of school, I'm still waiting to get into a class, but I'm 90% confident I'll get in. I just gotta wait til tonight to see if they've added me.

I should redo my whole room this weekend, I know I don't have a chance at getting serious about my classes until there's room on the floor to walk a straight path across. SHIT

shit shit shit. I gotta get my shit together. I should've done this a month ago.

at least  I got paid, motherfucken yeessss, $540+, and still missing about a week's pay from last month =)!! TAX ATE LIKE $140 WTFWTFWTF I'M SO ANGRYSADFACE, TOO MUCH!